I feel bad at the moment but it will pass

I'm up a bit to early but then I went to sleep early because I was so tired because of the lack of sleep yesterday. I took another temp job I will be working it for 3 weeks if my background check comes out ok. I'm sort of back and forth about whether I should of taken it. I will be working a few 16-17 hour days. In a way I think it will be fun, but exhausting. I just hope I can do my job well. I will be going back to the job that started my work life again last year. But now the company is JPmorgan Chase instead of Bankone because of the merger. It will be interesting if I see a few old co-workers if they are still there. Atleast I look better than last year. I had a few dreams about the whole Jess thing I'm not really sure where I want to go with it. Its all so fucked up and stupid I just want to never talk to either of them again but at the same time I know there will be a time when I will want to know what is up with her and how she is doing. I'm not to good at just leaving people in the past and losing contact with them. But then they are at times gay as hell and hellashishly over dramatic and emotional. Life a bitch fuck it. Its such a joke laugh about it. Stop worrying about everything and start realizing that there are 1000's of mates that you could be perfectly happy with and not just the one. Hah I guess if you had told me something like that when I was younger I couldn't so easily except it either. He never will.... poor baby. Your problems are small and pathetic compared with others. You life a great life so start enjoying it and take all your anger and turn it into something positive. Its not that tuff here follow me I'll show you how.